I'm Finally Figuring Out What It's All About...I Hope...

Ok, I am going to update this MUCH more regularly. This is how my paper journals are, one entry here, another entry a few months or years later. Anyway...

Since June my life has changed dramatically! I got my "real job" at the end of July. I love it! I am a quality control chemist at a dental company. The only problem is...I work nights! I missed out on so many shows when I was in college and now I'm missing out on them because of work!

What I have figured out is this...I need to do things that make me happy. In the past couple months I have done just that and have never been happier in my life... This probably sounds selfish, but I am not doing these things in a selfish way, if that makes sense. I always skipped out on things because I was so afraid of what everyone else thought. For instance, my brother and I flew to CA for the weekend in September to see a concert and go to Disneyland for the day. It was so much fun. Everyone around me told me not to go and that it was a stupid decision. I am glad I went, I got to spend nice time with my little brother and have an absolute blast!! Just one week ago I drove to Vegas to see a concert, the same concert I went to tonight! Everyone told me I was crazy and that it wasn't worth the drive. It was worth everything, I had so much fun!
The past 2 Saturday nights have been the best two nights in my life in a very long time.

I am really enjoying my life right now, something that is a little foreign to me...but will hopefully stay for some time.